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I think I'm about to turn my life upside down. If it does happen, it'll be a long time coming.

Things are ending! Things are also beginning and starting new - I'm basically torn as to how I feel about it all but I think all in all, the general feeling is favorable. Nothing matters right now but what matters...does that make sense?

Ew, I have all these thoughts and theories and feelings and I don't know what to do with them.

I feel like a zombie.

I hate writing in these, I can't bring myself to keep a paper journal anymore - no matter how hard I try, my thoughts need to go somewhere.

This should be good.